Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Icha's

heey Bloggers :D
how are ya? im fine hahahah
so,yesterdday was a mother day..
i only gave my mom a hand made card and a hug,not yet a kiss hehe..
so,today is Icha's birthday-Timmy's younger sister-
we celebrate it by going to pim to watch movie and eat :)
we watch a movie called 'bukan malin kundang' HAHA it was so funny,really, HILARIOUS!
ckck there are about 6 or more people haha,there are, Jeane, Kelly, Mabella, Beatrix, Jessica, and of course ICHA :D she bought us the ticket to that movie haha,cause we doesnt have much choice..
and so,the first who went home is Jeane and Mabella, they're the best, fun to be crazy with hahahaha. and there left me,beatrix,icha,kelly,and jessica.. after we eat.. we're going to the studio,to take pictures,butttt! icha plans to leave me while i was walking in the front hahah,and they ran! straight up the stairs, and Icha fell! haha she bring a soup,and it all fell in to her hahah,and she's wet,not really,but wet :D haha thats what you get trying to trick a friend hahaha,but its all just for fuun! and WE HAD A-LOT OF FUN! TONS!! haha
here's a picture of us :D
the one that is standing up is Jessica,and below is me,Icha with her Santa hat,Beatrix beside me,and Kelly hehe,they're so kind! loveyaguuyss

Sunday, December 20, 2009

having a 2nd month anniversary

guess what! today is 20.12.09.
you guys maybe are asking what happens today..
today is my 2nd month being with adit :D
oh how much i loved being loved by him,
he's loyal,cute,friendly,lovable,and spontaneous!
i would love to celebrate today with him,but i cant..
and he cant either. we're in a diffrent side of jakarta..
haha,well yeah,thats not a thing that can bring our relationship down. so ,i love him like i loved my bestfriends and my family,although different MEANINGS. haha i just CANT tell how much i loved enjoying today with him,and thanks for all your love of being by my side even thou you are not beside me. thanks for having my back,haha thanks for believing me, thanks a-lot for everything! i hoped today will lasts, i hoped we lasted forever :)
its nice having you,being yours,i know how much you are needed here in my life,
even if there'll be days without you,you're still here,yes, and this words have not yet describe everything,this was not even half of the things i wanted to tell you,its one to the hundreds!haha okay,portion? its not important now. what important now is that i loved you so much, a whole heart,and im sure no one can made me feel the same way as i did now,with you,adit ;)
i loved you so much,and i hoped you get that right back at me,HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

eaw goeey

today? fun? hm yeah,bad? a little,bored? yeep!
okay,it all started this morning
i waked up screaming and looking for my boyf! haha
its weird,yeah,but its cool! hahah i waked up,and cried looking for someone, like yelling 'AA where is adit aa' HAHAHA that was funny,though its also cool.
okay then i continue with taking shower and getting myself ready to go hangoout with the old folks -which is my parents- and my brother,we were supposed to go to pim,but we got our selfs goin to pejaten village. ehm yeah karena skr tgl 19,depan gang rumah gue tuh isinya BAZAR semua,zz gua jalan dari depan sana ampe ke circle K,lebih malahan ckck mana itu panas bgt lagi ergh. kepala ade gua aja pas gua pegang tuh ampe tangan gua rasanya ke panggang hahaha! and so,kita ga bisa naik mobil ndiri,akhirnya lanjut pake taxi.. and yeah we arrived at pejaten village. buy ticket for the movie,eat lunch,and blahblahblah.
imissadit so much! di bioskop gua pusing bgt,gatau deh ya kenapa,mungkin karena ga sengaja keju nachosnya kena rambut?lol! ATAU terlalu kangen sama adit? ngga mungkin lah ckck emgnya adit penyakit -.-,terus ya filmnya kita nonton AVATAR,sumpah filmnya keren abis. it was so terrific! cant imagine it,all the peoples out there,if you guys haven't watch avatar,you should! its so daamn cool! and so yeah, it started on 6 or 7 p.m i think,and it finished about 21 p.m or less..(nine). after that,we headed home.. and i still got this headache,its hurting me so much -.-and we got home by taxi, and we still have to continue walking... the way is blocked by bunch of people that runs a mini shop. and i have to go in the front to make some way,or at least, show the way haaha. there's so much guys,em they're weird,alaay lebay gitu soksok manggil,cih i really wanted to slap them on their face,or at least, call them names hahaha. and so yeah.. got home in about 11 p.m,go straight to the bathroom to take a shower and gettin ready to sleep,even thou i dont really go to sleep haha. and here i go, writing the whole thing in my blog,haha.
have fun readers,God Bless you guys :D

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

who am i - casting crowns

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..

schoools

yeay! BINGOO
gua tadi pagi ke sekolah kan,
di kasih liat semuanya.. well,pertamanya sih kecil,
tapi ruangan2anya damai bgt gt.
jumlah murid disana kira2 udah 100an,gua jg
udh bisa masuk,tinggal bayar :)
TAPII, niatnya berkurang, haha abisnya
kecil sih,walaupun dua gedung -.-
tenang, masih ada 2 sekolah lagi ko yg masih jadi pilihan gua..
nyokap gua tadi udah minta no telpnya
AIS (Australian International School),
and mungkin minggu depan gua ke sana untuk test.
kalo ngga AIS,ya mungkin IPH,
kalo ngga, palingan cari lg yg laain hahahaha.
well,thats all guys,hari ini sbenarnya gua jalan ke pim
bareng2 sama DARLENE,MANDA,tb2 setelahh gua ntn brg mrk(zombieland) selesainya ketemu kasih sm Shanice gtu hahaha,gua cuekin mrk sih ckck. gua cuma merasa berdosa ke shanice ko ga sama kasih :P
he eh oke deh pokonya gituu,and zombieland is a very cool
combination of humor and a scary movie,and it did surprise me and Amanda in the beggining hahahah. so,im goin, buhbye readers :)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

how you love me now- hey monday

You were talking to her
But messing with me
It’s finally clear
You’re blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh, now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Save
Save it for her
I’m not gonna hear
Your reasons and “please-just-take-me-backs”
We never were right
Don’t waste your breath
You crashed and you’re on your own tonight

Can’t understand
I’ll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Lights out
I found out
My falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There’s no more you and I

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me now

whiteessah

hey yo yo readaar's! (readers)
hahaha im a little weird today.
yes,im happy
yes,im angry
yes,im trying to hold myself back.
haha and YES,im trying NOT to write about her again.
oke deh, gua akan coba dr skr, dari post blog ini,
pokonya dari hari ini deh ya..
gua ga mau tulis2 lagi ttg tuh cewe,soalnya cuma nambah dosa,
merusak blog gua, dan mengharamkan semuanya hahahaha.
sudahsudaaah.

God, i pray in your name, i know you would help,
i know i also need to try,even thou this is hard.
but in Your name,i surrender, i gave every emotions that i have unto you,
i hope this have an end, i hope i can forget and get along.
im sorry,God,i failed. i failed being a good person,now,im here to fix
things,even thou,not all that i can fix,i knew its all too late :)
atleast i fixed half of it hahahhaa.
God,pleaseee,help me,and blessed all,
amen :D

i cant still forgot.

HAHA udah ah capek
masa dari dulu gua dikira masih suka sama yg initialnya F itu -.-.
F.Y.I,
gua udh ga suka dia lagi :)
and buatt cewe satu ini yg blg gua msh suka,
please,fu*k off,cape gua dari dulu lo ga berubah2
dulu aja lo pas masih sama cowo lo kecentilannya ga tahan abis.
ngaku2nya UDAH PUTUS, terus lo pdkt lah ama yg ini lah ama yg itulah.
aaaa coba gua tega kek bilang semuanya ttg lo.
coba gua tega buat tulis nama lo di blog gua.
kalo gua ga baca Bible hari ini,mungkin bakal gua lakuin,tapi ga deh
cuma nambah dosa hahaha,so btw,i've told adit about everything,
i mean by everything is EVERYTHING. DF stands for dinda fransisca,
NOT dinda 'F' , kalo dulu nama samaran dia itu bukan DF tapi KFC,oke?
sekarang dia udh ga ada sama sekali di pikiran gua,kita udh temen,DAMAI!
jadi kalo mau fitnah gua,please, yg berani dikit :)
omong aja depan gua,oke? hehe kalo bisa marah2,maki2 gua,tampar gua jg gpp ko :D
karena gua tau itu GA bener,jadi gua ga akan pernah malu sm kata2 lo ituu.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

that bitch.

tau ya,gua kemarin abis baikan doong :D
sumpah seneng bgt,walaupun gua masih ga bisa jadi gua
yang dulu.. gua masih susah lupain kejadian itu, dan mungkin ga akan :) gua tau ko siapa cewe itu,cewe itu pernah gua omgin di blog gua
jugaa ko, hahaha,tapi bodo lah, Tuhan aja yang bales..
haha gua sih nyantai deh, gua doa semoga gua bisa balik lagi kea gua
yang dulu,yang bisa percaya sama dia lagi.
ini semua kan gara2 tuh cewe, main fitnah aja.
jaga kek tuh mulut, bisa gak?
dia ga nyadar ya? justru dia yang mainin cowonya,
putus aja kea mau jalan brg ke pim (y) hahaha
yaudahlah, capeeeek. buh-bye biattch!
annd btw, kalo gua PACARIN adit cuma untuk lupain mantan gua
kenapa gua ga trima cowo yg lainnya, asal lo tau ya, buat info doang,
and buat ngebuktiin kalo gua ga boongan.
gua sebelum di tembak Adit, gua di tembak 3 kali, 2kali di tembak sama cowo yg sama di tgl 14.10.09 dan 18.10.09nya,satu lagi dia nembak gua juga pas tgl 20.10.09,tp liat dong, gua akhirnya nerima adit kan,bukan yg lain?
tau alasannya kenapa? karena gua SAYANG adit.
mankanya lo kalo mau ngomong harus ada buktinya dulu,okeh?
and kalo bisa,lo perfect-in aja dulu image lo,lo belum lbh baik dr gua ko,jadi gua ga akan pernah trima FITNAH dari cewe yg ngga sedikitpun punya MORAL!!

Friday, December 11, 2009

happy holla-daay!

HUBAHUBAAWIWIWIW
hahaha im so weird,
i wonder what happened to me today -.-
soo, maybe im just too excited for HOLIDAY
yeay! i can finally hangout with my friends everyyday hahaha
okay,so exam's over! and i've got alot of things to do this month
some involved my friends, much hangouts.
today i got home by 1 p.m (ABOUT!)
my mom picked me up with her friend and my mom friend daughter
i changed my cloth and we headed pim,
we go to starstudioo to make a copy of our photooss,
then we eat SUUUSHII at sushi tei, believe me or not,
I EAT A-LOT -.- i eat california roll, crispy roll, sashimi thing,and 1 more thing,which i forgoot hahahaha. i wanted to buy crispy salmon skin roll
but its finishh, out of order :'''(
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I'LL GET YOU NEXT TIMEE! haha
so,yeah, after that i met my friend FADITYA and his friend in pim
masa ya merekaa maksa gua bgt gt jalan brg mereka,udh tau ada nyokap gua ckck. gua pisah btr gitu ama my momeeh, terus gua kann blg gua mau plg masa si adit malah blg 'yaudah gua ikutin lu!' gua blg 'IDIH ADA NYOKAP GUAA DIT!' terus dia blg 'gpp gua ikutin dari belakaang' trs gua diemin. masaa kita di pim main bacot2an kea biasa otp gt kata2an hahahha,temennya kea udah bingung jadinya diem aja gitu,okay so, akhirnyaa gua dah ngobrol brg gt ama mrk sekitar 30menitan,nyokap gua ajak pergi lagi, oke so i said goodbye, haha
EH MEREKA MALAH NGOTOT NGIKUTIN GUAA
ckckck guaa sih diemin mrk,eh pas gua dah depan nyokap, mrk langsung ngumpet gitu HAHAHA kocak abis, trus pas gua liat, si adit ngintiip haha temnnya sih gatau deh, gua ga merhatiin ckckck pokonya kocaak lah,
teruus abis itu gua di bw nykp jln ke blok m cuma buat jual anting gitu sekalian satu jalan ke arah rumah tantee guaa hehe jadi pulangnya jam 8 gitu deh ngantuk bgt, eh tapi karena main depan komp,and chat bareng David Widi,David,Echa dll.. jadinyaa gamau tdr deh
hahahahah. btw gua nangiss lagi loh (fak)


HAPPY HOLIDAAY PEPS! HAVE A GREAAAT END-YEAR PARTAAY,GOD BLESS ;D

have a fun holiday,
dinda meylindaa

happy holla-daay!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

even thou i have a rough day, still, a day with smiles and laughter




hey peps, this is me and my best junior (for me) named Arung Raditya, he's a fifth grader, well, he supposed to be in grade 7.. but its all fine :)
ARUNG is a very kind kid, he likes to play with me, he sometimes talk to me about lifee,he likes to chat with me on facebook, and sometimes if we met, side by side in school,
we usually say hi to each other, haha and sometimes i hugged him! HE IS SO CUTE!
well,this picture is taken on 8/12/09 after school. i havent been picked up by my mom and my friend Luna too, and so we wait in school,and there's Arung,and so we chatt and
take picturess! like, A-LOT! and then, there's 2 kids, cutiiee! they're brother and sister, Shawn and Stacey (i dont really know how to spell Shawn's name) they're SO ADORABLE! so much like a dolly haha so, they at first a little nrvous but we get along so well after 5 minutess and we all having fun enjoying our talks and candidate ;D
so yeah, about 3 or over, i got picked up, and not long after i go, i saw Luna's car coming in and going ahead to Luna. i got home early, and Luna tells me that she goes to Mcd with shawn, Arung and Stacey, with her driving the car. haha like WHOAAA, i miss a thing?! aaa i dont want to :(
but i did. well okay at least they had fun and i did too :D


GOD BLESS :)

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thanks to a guy,called **** and *****
they made me feel like nothing was wrong, they made
me feel alive, they made me feel like theres no one to cry forr
although i still cried.
you know, i love you really,
even thou we're not in the same situation as we do these past days.
yaudah ya gini deh biarr SIM-PLEEEE
gua tuh masih sedih krn org yg gua SAYAAAANG itu ga percaya sama gua. bayangin dong? org yg lo paling sayang kemarin, hari ini, sekarang yg lo percayaa juga, GA PERCAYA SAMA LO? hm oke kalian mungkin bakal bilang gua aneh,atau blg 'apa deh ya masa gitu aja ngs,CUPU!'
haha oke buat yg mikir (kalo ada) makasih pendapatnya, emang sih gua seharusnya kan tegar aja ngehadepin yg kea gitu, tp kaaan gua ttp aja sedih -.- bisabisanya dia lebih percaya sm org lain drpd sm gua :) okelah gua pastii lakuin sesuatu yg ampe bisa bikin hati dia itu tergerak dengan kata2 fak kea gitu,
LAGIIAN SIAPA SIH YG BILANG GUA CUMA MAININ DIA? HAH!? KALO MAU FITNAH TUH DEPAN MUKA GUA AJA, LUDAHIN DEH NIH MUKA GUA, LEMPAR PAKE AIR KENCING LU KEK APA KEK, FUUUCK TAU GA,TAII LU!BERANINYA FITNAH GUA KE COWO GUA , EMANG LU SYP SIH? HAH? NGAKU DEH YAAA NAJISS, SIRIK AJA SIH LO. GUA JAMIN KALO LO CEWE PASTI LO SUKA KAN SAMA DIA? WELL KALO MAU, AMBIL DEH DIAAA, BODO AMET LO MAU BIKIN DIA SELINGKUHIN GUA ATAU NGGA, TAPI GUA TUH BUKAN PECUN KAYA LO, YG SUKANYA MAININ COWOO! ANJING! AMPE GUA TAU SYP ORG NYA BAKAL GUA DATENGIN LU YEA GUA JAMBAK! GUA BERANI JAMBAK LO, GEBUK LO AMPE LO WARNA IJO,KARENA GUA MAU SEMUAAAA TAU KALO GUA ITU BENERAN SAYANG SAMA DIA,GA KEA PERKATAAN LO YANG BOONG ITU NYET, go fuck with other guys so you cant make my relationship this complicated!



p.s, jangan harap kalo gua tau lo yg fitnah gua dari belakang bakal dengan GAMPANG maafin lo, gua bakal BLACKLIST lo! ga akan hal ini gua lupain. God bless deh, mungkin gua ga akan gebuk lo atau jambak lo kaya apa yg gua blg di atas, tp Tuhan yang bakal bales lo, Tuhaan berkati :)



best regards,
dinda meylindaa

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

FVCK! ;""'(

dear,bloggers.
i hope you guys read what i write here,today,this time, this month and so on..

okay,so, i break a record in my life,
know why?I CRIED 3 TIMES TODAY! well, i know its a so-not important thing
but thou i cried for a same reason#

WHERE'S YOUR PROMISE?
where are all the things you've said to me,that YOU'LL BELIEVE ME?
okay, i repent. i did things wrong too, im too sensitive,
simple things can make my heart cracks,
simple words can make me feel homeless.
give up on me, im nothing but a rotten,scrambled head with no heart.
I CANT PROMISE YOU THOUSAND THINGS, yes i can, but i know i cant keep ALL my promises.
I CANT PROMISE YOU THE WORLD,
but i CAN promise you my heart and my whole life!

im sorry for what i did,
i knew. maybe sumthin that i did made you believe
in what someone tells you.
i know i did sumthing wrong, and that mistake brings you to a big question mark.
im sorry, i should have just let you finish your story,
but i cant, i cant believe that someone i cared so much and loved so much doesn't believe me, do you know HOW MUCH IT HURTS?
it was like pulling out a bone with your arms tied down.i thought you really had the feeling that i really do care for what you are,i DO! i do loved you with all my heart, i do!
now,the party's over, i think you'll get a better me,
someday, you'll regret you've ever meet me. i'll love you, now, forever, and always

ILOVEYOUADIT, ANJING ,I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE!!!!!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Decembeeer :D

hi guys!
on the first day of Decemberr,
and 25 more days till Christmaas.
this month, i got a-lot things to do..
whether its hangin out with friends, hving family events,
planning to have a new school, even EXAMINATION week is coming.
examination week will be due on next Monday which is the 7th of december
till friday 11th of december.
well thats all guys for today,
wish us luuucck. :D