ilovethemsomuch :'D

malem ini gua nangis,
ini mungkin salah paham,krn gua tau gua emosional..
tapi karena ada temen gua yg baik bgt,
DAVID WIDI,
dia bantuin gua,dia support gua,dia juga ngerti perasaan gua :)
dia cowo yang setia,yang bener2 gua sebut sebagai temen,
dia gentle bgt,sampe2 ga tdr demi telfonan sama gua.
dia setia bgt ya,ga nyangka ada cowo yg sebaik dia,
di saat gua nangis dia masih bisa ngehibur guaa,dia masih bisa bikin gua
berenti nangis,dia ngerti,bener2 ngerti apa yg gua rasain sekarang,
semoga dia bisa selalu bareng sama gua,dia bisa selalu baik kaya gini sama gua,
gua mohon sama Tuhan,gua trima kasih juga karena udh di perkenalkan
ama DAVID yang baik kaya dia,yang peduli sama gua walaupun lg di keadaan yg susah kaya gini,Thanks God :')
and also,
SHARR RHEA,
she helped me too,even though
we never met each other face to face,
but we've been through a-lot! we talked about our problems and solve it together :)
i love them always :D
and she's such an angeel,she believe's in me andshe always suported me in many
kind ways,she's really tough,thankss God :D

i cried

i am stupid.
i really am.
i cant hold a thing that i have.
i cant hold my feeling just for a while.
i trust people easily.
i hate what i am and what i have now.
i hate people when they say they love me but then they leave me.

i thought you were here for me,really are ment to be with me,
but this moment,i tell to you,i am crying,
i saw your chat log with her,love can really hurt people so much,
yeah,sure,she's your friend. yeah you help her when she's sick,and yeah..
you feed her,i think you're somethin' important to her and i know you know
that too.
i do not know what happened,its all up to you,
but you have to know,i cried for it,
i know im stupid,and too emotional,im sorry,i just cant be all perfect

adit,aku ga sengaja liat chatlog kamu sama tiara..
ini salah paham,aku tau,tp aku ga bisa tahan rasa sedihnya

FCKLN

eh benci bgt deh gua ama nih cewe ya,
dia tuh nyebelin bgt -.- bacot
ih cobbaaa aja tuh pacarnya tau dia sebenarnya gimanaa..
kalo gua sih gua udh blg ama pacar gua kalo gua emang orgnya agak keras kepala gt,
tp emang gua kea gtu kalo gua di gituin,kalo gua di bacotin.
tadi kan kea chat gitu kan haha trus ada yg blg dia ga pernah mrh ya gua cm blg
hah ga pernah marah trs yagitu haha trus terakhirnya gua tls (?) gitu
hahahaha eh dia malah kira gua bacotin diaa,pdhl gua juga cm becanda ckck
terus yauda sblm iu kan ada yg blg apa gt trs gua blg eeh dosaa gitu tp gua
timpa lg omongan gua,gua blg eh iya ya haha gua blg gt ke lo pdhl gua juga suka kea gituu
gua gituin kan eh dia mlh ceramahin gua 'din lo juga' 'kata lo dosa pdhl lo jg sk omg gt'
ye udh gua benci deh sm dia,gua blg 'emang gua kan udh kasih tau tadi butaa'
gua gituin hahah sanking nyebelinnya haha gua tdnya pas mau tls
buta itu gua mikir duluu,eh tp gua emg udh ga sbr dah bbrp lama gt dia bacot bgt
yaudah haha akhirnya gua ngatain dia lagi hahahahha.

i got punked -.-

MARTIIIIN!
hih nyebelin abis haha gua lagi di PIM gitu kan,
eh dia nyapa msn gua..
tiba2 aja dia blg kalo pacar guaa kepalanya kena batuu
terus kepalanya bocor gr2 kena batu yg plg gede gt -.-
najong gua lgs panik lah ya haha,gua ampee mau nangis di pim
ampe gua peluk2 shbt guaa sumpah sedih abis
gua ampe nanya2 RSnya dimana anknya syp ampee gitu bgt
hah gilaa jantung gua rasanya pengen copot sanking kencengnya berdetak haha
sereeem bgt sumpah gua benran takut hahaha.
tapi untung martin cuma main2,kalo beneran udah deh nangis 7 mlm 7hari
errghh MARTTTTTIIIIN! -.-

randomness

its so fun today :D

me and steph were like so random and so weird.

once,we wanted to go get a drink..

when she was drinking,i was alone waiting outside the caffeteria

and i was looking around,and randomly theres an cockroach passing through me,

i was like, so surprised that it made me scream haha!

and a maid (school maid) heard me scream she came to me and i showed

her the cockroach,she immediately step on it! and it lookss so yucky

and after steph finished drinking,she came to me and i lead the way,

i pushed her towards the cockroach, at first,she doesnt realize it.

but after i told her to look back, she was also surprised haha, she screams and jump(not really high) and she starts to get closer to me to hit me hahahaha.

well guys,of you see her face that time,you'll laugh out loud! cause her face all turns out to be red hahahahahahah that was so funny. but today's random-ness is not just that time,

its just to much to write it here hahah,wished i could tell ya' evrythng haha :)

and by the way,me and my boyf is getting better,

iloveehimmsomuch

hope not to break down

peoples are peoples,

they got their own ways on doing things.

im going to write about today's happeeninggg,

well at school,it was the same as the day yesterday,

much laughing,giggling,chatting,even being so random is very cool haha

but the thing is,i got caught by a teacher using Steph's phone,

that was so not predictable.i hate it.

but the worst case is,i m a little not-doing-well with my boyf,

i dont know why,its just weird.

im in the middle of something,a thing,that i dont know,stupid? i am.

even his friend thinks im mad at him,but im not. im just,um,

i dont know? weird. its creepy,weird,and so random (in a not-good-way)

okay,well he doesnt thinks positive,he thought that i waas very mad.

he doesnt care,thats what i think. he ran away,he,at the same time,go offline.

i dont know why,i felt so confused,but somewhat i want it to end so badly

you got me

you got me up on my mind,

i believed in you seriously.

i may be stupid,not pretty,and not popular,

but i do believe that you loved me for me :)

what ever happens,or will happened will never bring me down,

eveen million peoples laugh at me,i wont.

you wont let me down. you cant.

you know its true,you know you can believe me rite?

it just feels right,nothin's botherin me now,theres you around being mine

i cant help it,you made me really happy,

please promised me you wont leave,cause everything with you just made me feel

more alive,and everytime you tell me you love me, it just made me fall more in love

with you. you're incredible! you made me feel so perfect now.

and as i got you now,i wont let you cry,

cause i know you wont do that to me :)

but theres one thing i want you to do,

if you doesnt really love me,dont. dont say that word.

never,ever ever,dont. its better if you tell me you doesnt likeed me,

its okay,its fine,but dont do that if you doesnt really love me

cause somewhat i'd better off with a broken heart from the start

cause it can end fast,but if you've said that,and then for a sudden you say not,

it would end up breakin my heart so hard,it could even made me

afraid of being in this situation again,oh please,dont break my heart

got the wrong one.

hi semuaa,sorry ya kalo gua udh langka bgt gitu tulis do blog hehe

kemarin kan gua lg campur aduk gitu perasaaanya,ya gua tulis di bloog gua kan,

eh ternyata salah blog -.- gua malah tulisdi blog gua yg lamaa gituu haha

bukaa yaa

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